Smile Like You Mean It

My parents spoiled me rotten this weekend. I have to admit that i loved it, but i feel bad letting them do so much for me when i am so irresponsible... they said that everybody deserves to be spoiled sometimes, but they put their time in in that role already.

They are getting old; i notice it every time i see them. the phenomenon of speedy time.

it's too late for me to have a baby before i'm 30.

i'm not sure why i get out of bed in the mornings. there's gotta be a reason beyond going to the gym.

at the risk of sounding like a cliché, i'm tired of being alone. and i've watched enough dr. phil to know that seeking a soulmate for fulfillment is a crock of shit. i'd settle for a good screw and a manly chest to drool on. if i'm so fucking great, then why doesn't anybody want me?